Love and other such Fairytales

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

These past few weeks have included some of the hardest days I have ever been through. Oh to name a few:

The day (now turned into WEEKS, practically a MONTH) where my grandpa went to the hospital
The day my girlfriend has a hard day (always terrible days for me too)
and the constant fighting my mother has put on me.

So happy right? But what do you expect? I have not had a run of good luck for a long long time. And face it life's a bitch what can one do but move on?

I have put alot of though to what to do to alievate my stress. I think i have decided on cutting out all of the crap in my life. I.E. if someone is being a rude person to me? why not be blunt and brutally honest to them about things? That seems the most favorable way to me but the problem is it goes against my nature. I cant just SAY things to someone, Im not a mean person. I dont hurt people on purpose like that just to hurt them, nor do i rub it into their faces when they do it to me. In fact I am a bit of a push over.


I have always thought and felt that inheretly there is some good in everyone. Deep down. Call me a dork for reading or saying this next sentence, but I guess that is why i enjoyed reading The Diary of Anne Frank.

Something that really really sucks is when someone close to you just freaking rips into you. I mean they practically face you and they rip out your heart whilst reading a first edition of Frost and then burning Frost. Impossible sounding right? well WRONG. it happens. while it shouldnt and it again. SUCKS EGGS. so what does one do?

You have to escape.

and that is my word of the fucking month.