I just know

I'm not sure about A lot of things in life. I don't know why my mother and sister hate me. I don't know when the weather is going to change, what the next semester has to bring, I don't know why the chicken crossed the road, and I don't know why the cage bird sings. I just know I love you. Thats right. I love you. I walked into ceramics
one day and took one look at you
and I just felt something. something like I have never felt before. you were cute. looking down at something on your table. you had this focus on whatever it was yet somehow you also were aware of everything around you. I would look over at you throughout the year just to catch a glimpse of you. and to my surprise you were sometimes staring back at me. our
eyes would meet and you would
quickly look back down with this
scared look on your face. I had to know you. I just wanted to know all about you. I wanted to
hear about your day and get to know
you. so I would walk by your
table and pretend to talk to
Vicky who say across
from you.  you seemed tense
when I was near you. and then the day I said hi. I managed to blurt
out this nervous and stupid "hi" like an idiot. I mean you always walked out of class so fast. I remember one time being at my locker in the 100 Wing and. you were at yours. you took one look at me and booked it passed me as I looked at you. I thought you
hated me. but still I
had to know. and everything
That has happened from then till now, I still have that feeling for you. but intensified
by a million infinity. I still must know
you. everything about you. Saturday we had a deep talk. we talked about everything.  I told you
I was afraid of bejng cheated on
and you letting me get close. but you said you were letting me into your
heart abd to me darling, Thst means a whole lot.  so I leave you with my love until I see you next. my Walls are down my love. you Have conquered me. I
don't know much. I am a simple man. I just know I love you and it seems right now that all I've ever done in my life is making my way here to you. 

forever and always...