christine. you are my hero. i called you crying and without a question you came to me. my girl came back to me. i can never repay you. never find the words to say. I love you. you are my whole damn world. I can not wait for the day you tell me you want to be mine forever. we held eachother tonight and things felt right again. you and me. we are quite a pair arent we. but you. you are different. you are different from everyone i have ever met. there comes a time. a couple times when someone comes along who changes you. you are that person. you have changed me. you continue to change me. life is an adventure with you. just like. i feel GAH! how you put it? "butterflies again" i hope thats how you feel. just seeing you lying there. in my arms.


SMILING. actually happy to see me. be with me.I want to be the one you immediently want to share your day with. Haha like how I feel about you. Like "oh this is really awesome can't wait to tell neeny about it". That explains some of my randomness, but you hopefully see my point! i just wanted to cry all over again. not out of sorrow. but pure unfiltered happiness. when you are sad. i am sad. when you are mad. im mad. its just we revolve around eachother in the simplest yet complex ways. we were looking up dogs and we said the same type of dog, chowchow at the same time. what in the world are the odds of that? when im out of the room you come to me. not because you have nothing else to do, but you miss me. i do not know quite how to explain it. I just want to hold your hand. be there for you. I call you my little flower because i realize how fragile yet strong you are at the same time. for the longest time i felt nothing. no worth. i wanted to die. i felt so ugly. like a beast. and then this beauty comes along and she makes this grizzly bear into a teddy bear. To me. to me.. you truly are the most beautiful thing i have ever laid my eyes on. not even that. beyond that. nothing compares to you. not seeing a band i like. not my friends. not games. nothing. I just want to be your best friend. im so proud of you. you are such a strong person. you are alot stronger than you know.i want you to be proud of me. i want to be your hero [wheres that darn paper you wrote?!?!]I want to be your partner in crime. go through life knowing i get to wake up next to the smartest. prettiest. HEAVENLY person ever. just when you smile there is this glow. this aura around you. you just shine and exude happiness. you have touched me. in many ways. [those ways too] I am ready when you are. ill dive right into your heart and hold it. we are interdepenent you and i. intertwined. id say id give you my heart but its not mine to give. its been yours all along. have a great day neeny. :]